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I've just graduated. Done with school forever...
and the only thing on my mind is how surreal it feels.
no more dorm room, no more questionable kins food, no more walking across the street to the honors dorms - my "home", no more all-purpose ID card, no more professors and exams, no more marathon all-nighters, no more last-minute kins runs to stock up on late-night snacks.
they didn't assign me a roommate for the temp room in jester.
i was one of the last ones to leave campus.
that last day, sitting in the empty room that wasn't even mine, looking down the empty hall, walking around the empty campus... all gave me a strange, inexplicable feeling.driving into sugar land, passing by my high school, moving back into my room...
it all feels both familiar and alien

what did i think of my years at UT? how do i feel about my experiences there? have i changed? will i miss it?
i don't know.
i don't think i will until i can sift through the images drifting through my mind.
maybe i don't want to let go yet. maybe i could see better if i did.
maybe nothing seems familar because i'm not the same anymore.
i'm not sure i want to move forward, but i definitely can't go back.